(i double-dog dare you to keep reading): Hi! I am Michelle Lewis, and I am so in Love with the most wonderful person! Truly, madly, deeply, beautifully in Love… and oh my goodness, it’s actually mutual. Reciprocal. Magical! It makes me giddy, and it makes me believe in miracles.
I spent waaaayyyy too many years in shitty relationships, settling for scraps and normalizing bad behavior. Accepting the unacceptable. Suffering abuse, betrayal, and a long list of other foolishness. And yes, there were a couple of good guys along the way, but heartbreak was my normal so cue the self-sabotage. Right? I know you know.
And then, something clicked inside. A switch flipped and I began to start listening to the teeny, tiny, glimmer of hope for something better, for a life that could dare to be… Happy.
It took plenty of work to face my inner shit-show and begin unraveling the tangle of old stories about not being worthy and not being enough. I hit up against some roadblocks on my path to healing, and when I was too stuck to figure out my next steps, I sucked it up and got some help. And you know what? It was awesome. It was freeing to admit that I didn’t know EVERYTHING already and that there is value in seeking the help & wisdom of someone who gets it. Someone who can help you to ask different questions, and empower you to find your own best answers.
Eventually, I began to see myself in a whole new light: I began to see the divinity in me, something deeper, my true Self. And I felt such Love there. Such acceptance. Such peace. I began to listen to her, and honor her, and give her what she wants & needs. I protected her with strong boundaries and gave her the freedom to shine & BE. And you know what? It’s made ALL the difference. I can finally LOVE myself, truly, madly, deeply- and in Loving myself enough to forgive, to heal, and to open up to receive Joy and positivity and so much Love in my life leads me to today, surrounded by 50 gorgeous roses, delivered from the most wonderful person, who sees the real Me and loves her, too.
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